Wednesday, January 21, 2009

humbled.



Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

I realized I basically have automatic blog posts if I used what I post on Flickr =p

I've been feeling very humbled lately.. And I don't mean my usual low self-esteem, lack of confidence deal.. I mean really humbled.

What did it? Hearing stories of modern day Gursikhs who have gone through so much and are doing so much.. And seeing members of my own Sangat put so much hard work and effort and love into a Seva I was blessed to be a part of.

Since I realized the feeling, it's just being added to on a daily basis.. I've been short on actual time to even write in my personal journal, something I need badly to rectify, because I want to remember this feeling and its causes, hold onto it as long as I can..

Thank you so much, Pithaa Jee.. I feel like I'm seeing through myself to something else.. There are things about this picture/post that would greatly trouble the perfectionist TeraRoop.. but this feeling is helping me to move beyond all of that..

I really hope it stays. Kirpa karo, Pithaa Jee.. please don't let me lose sight of You or Your true premis _/\_

bhullchukmaaf
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

ਪਿਰ ਸੰਗਿ ਮੂਠੜੀਏ <3.

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh




ਪਿਰ ਸੰਗਿ ਮੂਠੜੀਏ , originally uploaded by TeraRoop11.


ਧਨਾਸਰੀ ਛੰਤ ਮਹਲਾ ੧ ॥
Dhanaasaree, Chhant, First Mehla:

ਪਿਰ ਸੰਗਿ ਮੂਠੜੀਏ ਖਬਰਿ ਨ ਪਾਈਆ ਜੀਉ ॥
Your Husband Lord is with you, O deluded soul-bride, but you do are not aware of Him.

ਮਸਤਕਿ ਲਿਖਿਅੜਾ ਲੇਖੁ ਪੁਰਬਿ ਕਮਾਇਆ ਜੀਉ ॥
Your destiny is written on your forehead, according to your past actions.

ਲੇਖੁ ਨ ਮਿਟਈ ਪੁਰਬਿ ਕਮਾਇਆ ਕਿਆ ਜਾਣਾ ਕਿਆ ਹੋਸੀ ॥
This inscription of past deeds cannot be erased; what do I know about what will happen?

ਗੁਣੀ ਅਚਾਰਿ ਨਹੀ ਰੰਗਿ ਰਾਤੀ ਅਵਗੁਣ ਬਹਿ ਬਹਿ ਰੋਸੀ ॥
You have not adopted a virtuous lifestyle, and you are not attuned to the Lord's Love; you sit there, crying over your past misdeeds.

ਧਨੁ ਜੋਬਨੁ ਆਕ ਕੀ ਛਾਇਆ ਬਿਰਧਿ ਭਏ ਦਿਨ ਪੁੰਨਿਆ ॥
Wealth and youth are like the shade of the bitter swallow-wort plant; you are growing old, and your days are coming to their end.

ਨਾਨਕ ਨਾਮ ਬਿਨਾ ਦੋਹਾਗਣਿ ਛੂਟੀ ਝੂਠਿ ਵਿਛੁੰਨਿਆ ॥੧॥
O Nanak, without the Naam, the Name of the Lord, you shall end up as a discarded, divorced bride; your own falsehood shall separate you from the Lord. ||1||

ਬੂਡੀ ਘਰੁ ਘਾਲਿਓ ਗੁਰ ਕੈ ਭਾਇ ਚਲੋ ॥
You have drowned, and your house is ruined; walk in the Way of the Guru's Will.

ਸਾਚਾ ਨਾਮੁ ਧਿਆਇ ਪਾਵਹਿ ਸੁਖਿ ਮਹਲੋ ॥
Meditate on the True Name, and you shall find peace in the Mansion of the Lord's Presence.

ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮੁ ਧਿਆਏ ਤਾ ਸੁਖੁ ਪਾਏ ਪੇਈਅੜੈ ਦਿਨ ਚਾਰੇ ॥
Meditate on the Lord's Name, and you shall find peace; your stay in this world shall last only four days.

ਨਿਜ ਘਰਿ ਜਾਇ ਬਹੈ ਸਚੁ ਪਾਏ ਅਨਦਿਨੁ ਨਾਲਿ ਪਿਆਰੇ ॥
Sit in the home of your own being, and you shall find Truth; night and day, be with your Beloved.

ਜਾਇ ਬਹੈ ਸਚੁ ਪਾਏ ਅਨਦਿਨੁ ਨਾਲਿ ਪਿਆਰੇ ॥
Without loving devotion, you cannot dwell in your own home - listen, everyone!

ਨਾਨਕ ਸਰਸੀ ਤਾ ਪਿਰੁ ਪਾਏ ਰਾਤੀ ਸਾਚੈ ਨਾਏ ॥੨॥
O Nanak, she is happy, and she obtains her Husband Lord, if she is attuned to the True Name. ||2||

ਪਿਰੁ ਧਨ ਭਾਵੈ ਤਾ ਪਿਰ ਭਾਵੈ ਨਾਰੀ ਜੀਉ ॥
If the soul-bride is pleasing to her Husband Lord, then the Husband Lord will love His bride.

ਰੰਗਿ ਪ੍ਰੀਤਮ ਰਾਤੀ ਗੁਰ ਕੈ ਸਬਦਿ ਵੀਚਾਰੀ ਜੀਉ ॥
Imbued with the love of her Beloved, she contemplates the Word of the Guru's Shabad.

ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦਿ ਵੀਚਾਰੀ ਨਾਹ ਪਿਆਰੀ ਨਿਵਿ ਨਿਵਿ ਭਗਤਿ ਕਰੇਈ ॥
She contemplates the Guru's Shabads, and her Husband Lord loves her; in deep humility, she worships Him in loving devotion.

ਮਾਇਆ ਮੋਹੁ ਜਲਾਏ ਪ੍ਰੀਤਮੁ ਰਸ ਮਹਿ ਰੰਗੁ ਕਰੇਈ ॥
She burns away her emotional attachment to Maya, and in love, she loves her Beloved.

ਪ੍ਰਭ ਸਾਚੇ ਸੇਤੀ ਰੰਗਿ ਰੰਗੇਤੀ ਲਾਲ ਭਈ ਮਨੁ ਮਾਰੀ ॥
She is imbued and drenched with the Love of the True Lord; she has become beautiful, by conquering her mind.

ਨਾਨਕ ਸਾਚਿ ਵਸੀ ਸੋਹਾਗਣਿ ਪਿਰ ਸਿਉ ਪ੍ਰੀਤਿ ਪਿਆਰੀ ॥੩॥
O Nanak, the happy soul-bride abides in Truth; she loves to love her Husband Lord. ||3||

ਪਿਰ ਘਰਿ ਸੋਹੈ ਨਾਰਿ ਜੇ ਪਿਰ ਭਾਵਏ ਜੀਉ ॥
The soul-bride looks so beautiful in the home of her Husband Lord, if she is pleasing to Him.

ਝੂਠੇ ਵੈਣ ਚਵੇ ਕਾਮਿ ਨ ਆਵਏ ਜੀਉ ॥
It is of no use at all to speak false words.

ਝੂਠੁ ਅਲਾਵੈ ਕਾਮਿ ਨ ਆਵੈ ਨਾ ਪਿਰੁ ਦੇਖੈ ਨੈਣੀ ॥
If she speaks false, it is of no use to her, and she does not see her Husband Lord with her eyes.

ਅਵਗੁਣਿਆਰੀ ਕੰਤਿ ਵਿਸਾਰੀ ਛੂਟੀ ਵਿਧਣ ਰੈਣੀ ॥
Worthless, forgotten and abandoned by her Husband Lord, she passes her life-night without her Lord and Master.

ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦੁ ਨ ਮਾਨੈ ਫਾਹੀ ਫਾਥੀ ਸਾ ਧਨ ਮਹਲੁ ਨ ਪਾਏ ॥
Such a wife does not believe in the Word of the Guru's Shabad; she is caught in the net of the world, and does not obtain the Mansion of the Lord's Presence.

ਨਾਨਕ ਆਪੇ ਆਪੁ ਪਛਾਣੈ ਗੁਰਮੁਖਿ ਸਹਜਿ ਸਮਾਏ ॥੪॥
O Nanak, if she understands her own self, then, as Gurmukh, she merges in celestial peace. ||4||

ਧਨ ਸੋਹਾਗਣਿ ਨਾਰਿ ਜਿਨਿ ਪਿਰੁ ਜਾਣਿਆ ਜੀਉ ॥
Blessed is that soul-bride, who knows her Husband Lord.

ਨਾਮ ਬਿਨਾ ਕੂੜਿਆਰਿ ਕੂੜੁ ਕਮਾਣਿਆ ਜੀਉ ॥
Without the Naam, she is false, and her actions are false as well.

ਹਰਿ ਭਗਤਿ ਸੁਹਾਵੀ ਸਾਚੇ ਭਾਵੀ ਭਾਇ ਭਗਤਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਰਾਤੀ ॥
Devotional worship of the Lord is beautiful; the True Lord loves it. So immerse yourself in loving devotional worship of God.

ਪਿਰੁ ਰਲੀਆਲਾ ਜੋਬਨਿ ਬਾਲਾ ਤਿਸੁ ਰਾਵੇ ਰੰਗਿ ਰਾਤੀ ॥
My Husband Lord is playful and innocent; imbued with His Love, I enjoy Him.

ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦਿ ਵਿਗਾਸੀ ਸਹੁ ਰਾਵਾਸੀ ਫਲੁ ਪਾਇਆ ਗੁਣਕਾਰੀ ॥
She blossoms forth through the Word of the Guru's Shabad; she ravishes her Husband Lord, and obtains the most noble reward.

ਨਾਨਕ ਸਾਚੁ ਮਿਲੈ ਵਡਿਆਈ ਪਿਰ ਘਰਿ ਸੋਹੈ ਨਾਰੀ ॥੫॥੩॥
O Nanak, in Truth, she obtains glory; in her Husband's home, the soul-bride looks beautiful. ||5||3||


Hukamnama at Gurdwara Sahib Fremont on new year's day.



Pretty amazing - pretty perfect. Aside from the fact that it was read/sung so beautifully by Harpreet Singh. As soon as we finished saying Fateh after the Hukamnama, Bhenji and I turned to each other and... We both felt the same way. Somehow, it was just perfect as "the year's Hukamnama". I used to be pretty attached to this Shabad when I was younger, but I didn't know what it meant then. It means so much more to me now that I at least vaguely understand it.

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bhullchukmaaf
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsaa Waheguru Ji Ki Fatehhh