Thursday, July 24, 2008

Bay Area Youth Keertan Darbar

Monday, July 21, 2008

Two Months of Mumbledy-Jumbledy

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh

There seem to have been a lot of events/incidents in my life recently that have caused me much, much confusion. Just regular things - like the Smagam, for example. But things have happened at each of these events {even the ones I didn't attend but somehow ended up involved in..?} which have made me think so much I feel like my head is going to explode.

So for the past while, I've been recording my thought processes and ideas in a more private manner, and that's why I haven't been updating. I just couldn't split the focus between my.. journal, I guess? and this.

I feel so very lost among all these thoughts of mine. They're all in reaction to things that have happened over the past few months, and they're making me feel quite bad. I want to talk about them, but some of them don't make sense without explaining what happened, and I don't want to risk giving anyone/anything away.

*sigh* This is a really sucky time. Life is looking good, but there's all this crazy conflict. A lot of it I'm not even involved in, but watching everything that's going on is making me sad. Making me wonder.

rawr. Does anyone get it?

bhullchukmaaf
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!