Saturday, December 31, 2005

New Blog

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa! Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh!

Considering all the Shabads that seem to catch my attention these days, rather than randomly post them on this blog {which I kind of liked, and may continue to do.. a Shabad pop on here randomly once in a while}, I will devote a separate blog to it. So whenever I feel the need to share certain BaaNee.. it will go there.

I'm still considering it - I'm not sure how much time I will even be able to devote to this blog {which hasn't been much, anyway}, seeing as how so many things are cropping up in the near future. But that just may be the thing to keep me going.. every once in a while, when I've a spare moment, post a Shabad. It takes a lot less time than writing up a murakh post, anyway.

OK well.. Raensabaaee's going for a couple of more hours - well, an hour and fifteen minutes. Rakhiaa de Shabad - III will come later on today..

: )

Kirpaa karke bhull chuk maaf karnee Maharaj

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa! Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh!

Friday, December 30, 2005

Thau Mai Aaiaa - Sarnee Aaiaa

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh

I had to share this with everyone. Sorry to interrupt the Rakhiaa de Shabad series {although that may even be a good thing, but more on that later}

A lot of things have muchhh more effect on me than they do others, and a lot of things have much less effect on me than they do others. This is most likely one of the former. I begged to received a HukamNaama earlier this morning - no question, no reason, I just wanted to receive furmaan from Guroo Jee.

This gift hit me hard

This Shabad is by Guru Arjan Dev Ji in Raag Soohee on Ang 746

soohee mehalaa 5 ||
Soohee, Fifth Mehl:

tho mai aaeiaa saranee aaeiaa ||
I have come to You. I have come to Your Sanctuary.

bharosai aaeiaa kirapaa aaeiaa ||
I have come to place my faith in You. I have come seeking Mercy.

jio bhaavai thio raakhahu suaamee maarag gurehi pat(h)aaeiaa ||1|| rehaao ||
If it pleases You, save me, O my Lord and Master. The Guru has placed me upon the Path. ||1||Pause||

mehaa dhuthar maaeiaa || jaisae pavan jhulaaeiaa ||1||
Maya is very treacherous and difficult to pass through. It is like a violent wind-storm. ||1||

sun sun hee ddaraaeiaa ||
I am so afraid to hear

kararo dhhramaraaeiaa ||2||
that the Righteous Judge of Dharma is so strict and stern. ||2||

grih a(n)dhh koopaaeiaa ||
The world is a deep, dark pit;

paavak sagaraaeiaa ||3||
it is all on fire. ||3||

gehee outt saadhhaaeiaa ||
I have grasped the Support of the Holy Saints.

naanak har dhhiaaeiaa ||
Nanak meditates on the Lord.

ab mai pooraa paaeiaa ||4||3||46||
Now, I have found the Perfect Lord. ||4||3||46||

If you can, please follow the link and read it in the Gurmukhi font here.

bhull chuk maaf

vaahiguroo jee kaa khaalsaa vaahiguroo jee kee fateh

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Rakhiaa de Shabad - II

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa! Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh!

Second Shabad read before Keertan Sohilaa Saahib.

This Shabad is by Guru Arjan Dev Ji in Raag Bilaaval on Ang 819

Bilaaval Mehalaa 5 ||
Bilaaval, Fifth Mehl:

Thaathee Vaao N Lagee Paarabreham Saranaaee ||
The hot wind does not even touch one who is under the Protection of the Supreme Lord God.

Chougiradh Hamaarai Raam Kaar Dhukh Lagai N Bhaaee ||1||
On all four sides I am surrounded by the Lord's Circle of Protection; pain does not afflict me, O Siblings of Destiny. ||1||

Sathigur Pooraa Bhaettiaa Jin BaNath BaNaaee ||
I have met the Perfect True Guru, who has done this deed.

Raam Naam Aoukhadhh Dheeaa Eaekaa Liv Laaee ||1|| rehaao ||
He has given me the medicine of the Lord's Name, and I enshrine love for the One Lord. ||1||Pause||

Raakh Leeeae Thin Rakhanehaar Sabh Biaadhh Mittaaee ||
The Savior Lord has saved me, and eradicated all my sickness.

Kahu Naanak Kirapaa Bhee Prabh Bheae Sehaaee ||2||15||79||
Says Nanak, God has showered me with His Mercy; He has become my help and support. ||2||15||79||

Vaahigurooo.. Aman.. thanks for getting me started on this.. wheeeeeeee =D

Kirpaa Karke bhull chuk maaf karnee Maharaj.

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa! Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Rakhiaa de Shabad

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa! Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh!

Baanee of Sri Guru Arjan Dev Ji Maharaj
Raag Sorath
Ang 626

Sorat(h) Mehalaa 5 ||
Sorat'h, Fifth Mehl:

Gur Kaa Sabadh Rakhavaarae ||
The Word of the Guru's Shabad is my Saving Grace.

Choukee Chougiradh Hamaarae ||
It is a guardian posted on all four sides around me.

Raam Naam Man Laagaa ||
My mind is attached to the Lord's Name.

Jam Lajaae Kar Bhaagaa ||1||
The Messenger of Death has run away in shame. ||1||

Prabh Jee Thoo Maero Sukhadhaathaa ||
O Dear Lord, You are my Giver of peace.

Ba(n)dhhan Kaatt Karae Man Niramal Pooran Purakh Bidhhaathaa || Rahaao ||
The Perfect Lord, the Architect of Destiny, has shattered my bonds, and made my mind immaculately pure. ||Pause||

Naanak Prabh Abinaasee ||
O Nanak, God is eternal and imperishable.

Thaa Kee Saev N Birathhee Jaasee ||
Service to Him shall never go unrewarded.

Anadh Karehi Thaerae Dhaasaa ||
Your slaves are in bliss;

Jap Pooran Hoee Aasaa ||2||4||68||
chanting and meditating, their desires are fulfilled. ||2||4||68||

Another lovely reminder from Aman Veerji.

To be continued.

Kirpaaakeeejaaii Maharajjj.. bhull chuk maaf karan di kirpaalta bakshni Thakur.. Gurrooo

Vaahiguroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa Vaahiguroo Jee Kee Fateh

Monday, December 26, 2005


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh

Earlier on, some links had been disabled, or would take visitors to incorrectly linked pages.

The problem has been fixed, and to my knowledge, all the links are working properly. I had added 17 or so links last night, but due to not having the time to test them all yet {more like too lazy to bother checking 17 links in addition to the orginal links already up}, I've hidden these links. Hopefully, they will be up soon.

If anyone can recommend some amazing Bairaag Keertan, my benthee is, please do so. I have been searching for some time, but it is kind of difficult with limited time when the tracks are not named by Shabad or Raag, but only by date, place the Keertan was done, and/or Keertani.

I got a few random comments from people, and I have no idea whatsoever who they are. I think I deleted them before anyone could have seen them.. but if anyone did see them, I am sorry for the potentially offensive profanity. I considered posting a response to them, but I'd rather not - at least not yet. If they bother to comment again, I will put comments under moderation, as well as post a filtered version of their comments along with a rebuttal {haha ok, I just wanted an excuse to say that extremely fun word}. I'm on the edge of sounding verbose, perhaps I should stop. Too late. Anyway, the only reason I'm even bothering to consider responding to their comments is because the questions they so insultingly posted here, with no intention of actually engaging in an intellectual discussion, or even receiving an answer, were quite relevant.

Also - I need help in changing my blog's main post font. Due to my very selective memory, I can't recall how I changed it in the first place. Any help is more than welcome lol.

: ) So.. how is everyone?

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

The Post That Restarted It All Again

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Posted on November 8, 2005, at Xeno-Sikhs.

hahaha comments still made me smile.

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

There is so much krodh in this world. Right when you feel as if you’re close to ridding yourself of the pest, it comes flying back in with a few ugly bogey friends. It pops up in the most unexpected places, not even justified. The mind is soothed by allowing anger to escape in the form of profanity, or physical violence. People throw meaningless taunts at each other, driven to hatred by jealousy and greed. Kaljug is cruel, and - excuse me for the metaphor - in its teenage years. It can only get worse.. as Kaljug is destined to be. Then comes Satyug, the relief.. However, we are trapped in Kaljug - for now. Who knows whether Satyug arrives in our lifetime or not? Not me, that’s for sure.. Kaljug Mein Eko Naam Udhaar.. Waheguruu right when I feel as though my krodh is close to defeat, my love for Guru Ji has finally fought its way to victory over the damning vikaar, it comes back. The feeling of anger itself, however, is so quickly gone, as suddenly as it came, and it leaves me in pain, in despair.

Stupid krodh. It takes advantage of you, it enjoys itself. It causes so many problems, and continues to ravage the soul, nearly each and every single panj-tatted soul on this earth.

It’s funny. I came straight here with my anger. It wasn’t completely random, either. I could have posted it on my own blog, but didn’t. There’s a reason.. but it’s stupid lol. As soon as I got here, though, the krodh was gone. I wasn’t even mad throughout the process of actually dignifying his comments with a response. I think I’m getting there.

After an extensive introduction, the point of (as well as the conclusion to) this post:

This Shabad is by Guru Arjan Dev Ji in Salok Sehshritee on [Ang] 1357

neh seethala(n) cha(n)dhr dheveh neh seethala(n) baavan cha(n)dhaneh ||
The moon-god is not cool and calm, nor is the white sandalwood tree.

neh seethala(n) seeth ruthaen naanak seethala(n) saadhh svajaneh ||39||
The winter season is not cool; O Nanak, only the Holy friends, the Saints, are cool and calm. ||39||

Naam is the best cure for anything and everything. Do not ever doubt its power! The beauty of Naam, the power, its lovely healing touch - Naam is everything, and is indescribable. Naam is ALL.

Waheguru Ji maharaj apnae bachiaan te mehar karan.

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Kirpaa karke bhull chuk maaf karni Maharaj

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Friday, December 16, 2005


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Sadly enough, Winter break has officially begun.. so we are off to L.A. for about one week.. I wanted to leave everyone with a thought.. but I got lazy, I should have posted earlier, so there'd be a full post.. I may have time tomorrow morning to update before I leave.. we'll see.

Soo, for quite some time.. and I mean quite some time lol.. I've been thinking about the role/status of women in the Panth. Yes, yes, we all know, males and females are equal, we also know we are all female, etc.

This was always in the back of my mind, but some time back {quite a bit of time}, Vikram Singh Veerji made this picture:

It wasn't until about five days later that I seriously started considering the fact that there aren't any well-known female Gursikhs out there - to the extent of my knowledge, at least, which isn't much.

I'm not some feminist hahaha {not hating on the 'girl power!' women}- I wasn't going crazy over the recent issues in the Panth, like female Panj, Darbar Sahib Sevaa, Darbar Sahib Kirtan, etc.

But isn't it kind of weird? All the Sikhs in this picture are males. All the 'Sant'/'Mahapursh'/'Brahmgyaanee' are male. Recently, this question has been put to me as well as others I know very frequently: "Why were all the Guru Sahibaan male?"

There are several 'logical' reasons - but those don't matter, do they? There was that argument that no woman gave her head then, that's why all the Panj are male.. but I'm not talking about why women can't do certain things.. from what I know, there's no rule saying a woman can't be a Sant/Mahapursh/Brahmgyaanee. So what's up?

Just thinking.. I haven't really come up with any significant reasoning behind this.. well, actually, none at all. Just something I've been thinking about.

Well.. time to take my leave.. I guess I don't need to return tomorrow.. this is a goodly length.

Waheguru Ji Maharaj Kirpaa karan

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Waheguru Jeee completely ignore the post from a few minutes or so ago, and look at this:

I'm pretty sure at least some of you have seen this photograph of a child in Sudan, who is trying to crawl to a UN food camp about a mile away. The photographer who took this picture didn't wait to see what happened to the child (the picture was taken in 1994 I believe), and the world doesn't know. The photographer also committed suicide three months later, due to depression.

You can see the vulture in the background, looking as if it is just waiting for the child to die..

I was immediately reminded of Baani.. I am such a tremendous murakh that I know there is a Pangtee relating to this, but my limited knowledge of anything related to Sikhi prevents me from posting it here.. will look into it.. it seems as though we are just like this vulture - waiting for an oppurtunity that benefits us, at the expense of another poor soul.

Waheguru Ji Maharaj.. Kirpaa karo..

bhull chuk maaf..

waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh

Stepping Forward

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

An article in The Argus concerning the luncheon organized by James Logan High School's Punjabi Club, Punjabi Sports Club, and Sikh Forum for the school staff.

I found this highly amusing, as well as somewhat interesting. Of course, I don't know how to explain why.. I guess you just kind of had to be there. haha I can't believe my picture got put up.. worst person to pick to put in the newspaper hehe.


Sikh community, James Logan form bond

UNION CITY — When two boys at James Logan High School fought on campus this fall, Principal Don Montoya asked a teacher to call the students' parents in for a meeting. Then he asked the teacher to translate.

Harpaul Singh Rana made the call and sat in on the meeting, switching between Punjabi and English to explain to the boys' parents what happened at school.

"They were able to resolve it," said Rana, who teaches Punjabi classes at the school. If he hadn't been at the meeting to translate, however, there might have been a misunderstanding between the school and the parents, he said. And then, "the problem doesn't get resolved."

On a high school campus where students speak dozens of languages, communication between parents and school staff is key — and often challenging. But according to Rana and other Sikh parents, the linguistic and cultural gulf between Punjabi-speaking families and the school is starting to shrink, a phenomenon many credit to the school's Punjabi classes, offered for the first time this fall.

About 95 students are enrolled in Rana's classes, and he anticipates that figure will swell next year. Most of his students are from Punjabi-speaking families, but others are Latino or from southern India, he said.

The Bay Area is considered the heart of Sikh America, with about 500,000

Sikhs living here and an estimated 250 Sikh students at Logan. Sikhs speak Punjabi and most live in northwest India and Pakistan. The Sikh religion is considered the fifth-largest in the world.

Each day at Logan, Rana teaches three periods of Punjabi, and he stays on campus until 6 p.m., tutoring and counseling students, especially recent Sikh immigrants struggling to learn English and navigate a new school and country.

"It helps the students see they have a home," he said. "They are able to join the mainstream more quickly."

Adding the classes to Logan's course offerings, however, was not an immediate success.

In 2004, parent Sarabjit Cheema led the charge, but the course was dropped because not enough students signed up.

This year, when students again were given the option to sign up, Cheema invited Montoya to the gurdwara, or Sikh temple, in Fremont, to talk to parents about the program.

Montoya visited the temple twice, once on a Sunday afternoon, and spoke from the podium. At least three Punjabi-language newspapers in the United States covered his visit, running photographs from the meeting, Cheema said.

"(We) established, I think, some rapport that wouldn't have been established otherwise," Montoya said.

For Cheema, the meetings led directly to a shift in the relationship between members of the temple and the school. Last month, as a thank you to the school for adding Punjabi, student members of Logan's Punjabi Club, Sikh Forum and Punjabi Sports Club served a free lunch to Logan teachers. Students talked to the faculty about Sikh

But for Cheema, a former mathematics and science teacher in India, the work is just beginning. She already is looking to next year, when she plans to establish a Punjabi-speaking parent group at the school.

She knows Sikh students who skip school and fight occasionally and said she spoke recently with a devastated mother who discovered her son ditched class regularly. The parent didn't know what to do, Cheema said.

There appears to be sincere interest in establishing such a group. When the New Haven school district recommended that a Sikh student at Logan be expelled after fighting with another boy, 25 members of Fremont's Sikh temple attended the meeting to urge the board to reconsider, saying the student earned top grades, was a recent immigrant and had no prior offenses.

The board dropped the expulsion.

"We should, as parents and a community, have some kind of voice in the school system," Cheema said. "When (parents) feel they have a stake in the system it makes them more responsible."

Sarabjit Aunti Ji is so cute.. my next post will be about politics.. whoopeee.. *pbfftt*.. of course that will be in about a week or so, when I return from Los Angeles. Until then.. : )

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Health Issues

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

After much thought, I have decided to post about something that happened recently, although I will refrain from going into much detail.. haha it's a bad time to start this post, but at least this first version will stand as a reminder to me to continue in this vein until a thorough post/series of posts is up.

For now, a quick warning to all my Gursikh Bhaenjis out there - and you know what, Veerjis, too:

Take care of yourselves. Due to the vegetarian diet that most Amritdhaaris follow, we do not consume certain foods which give other non-vegetarians certain vitamins, or other things essential to a human's health. Just because we are vegetarian does not mean we must be weak, or unhealthy - in fact, it should be quite the opposite.

For now, all I've the time to say is, make sure you eat enough. Following a balanced diet is highly essential, especially for vegetarians, and even more importantly for females {I will get to this later, I promise lol - I'm not trying to say girls are weaker haha}. Be sure to eat at least one type of fruit everyday - I suggest apples or bananas. Be sure to eat at least three meals spaced out throughout the day with equal lengths of time in between, and make sure that this 'schedule' is followed as closely as possible daily. It is also important to keep oneself energized and nourished in-between times - I would suggest a small snack in between meals. A yogurt, granola bar, some kind of fruit, etc etc - I'm pretty sure everyone here knows what is healthy, and what isn't.

Also, if you lack iron, or other vitamins or minerals already, be sure to take action now, before things get highly serious.. lack or iron/calcium etc can lead to serious issues like anemia {which in turn can lead to anorexia, if completely ignored and allowed to worsen} and other health problems. Especially during teenage years, it is essential to pay attention to one's health.. at this tender time of our lives, our health can be good, and carry on in this way for the rest of our lives, or it can be ruined, and last in this way throughout our lifetimes..

I say this urgently, and it is a call to my Gursikh brothers and sisters, who on top of so many other problems, face the issue of having to worry about and check everything they consider buying in a store.. but I am speaking seriously, and from the heart..

take care of yourselves.

more later, bhull chuk maaf, Guru Ji Maharaj Kirpaa karan..

bhull chuk maaf
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

'Baani Art' - Koorh !!

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

So I found the picture a while back on a very interesting photoblog which I will post the link for if I can find the blog again. I DL'd a few pictures form this blog that will be perfect in my project - when I get to it.

Anyway I had this in mind for quite some time, and finally did it today.

I'm still thinking about the last line - I might change the font and move it down a bit. The only reason I had it so close, is because the tops of the letters "l", "h", and "b" were cut off, and had holes. We'll see.

Interesting couple of days.

I love my Guru Ji. :D {I still need smilies}

bhull chuk maaf.. may Guru Ji Maharaj have Kirpaa on all

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Nothing wholly true can be said about our Father.
Im listening to the Manchester broadcast.
Talking to one of the people who did something special for me.
And thinking..

Guru Ji Maharaj
was-is-will be.. amazing.

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Indians Love Bush?

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

haha ok I had to post this - I ran across it while looking for pictures for my project.

X ]p

hahahhaa bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Friday, December 02, 2005

Monopoly = )

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

"The Men who Turned the Tide"

Soo with all the tension my computer's caused me, I'm taking a HUMONGOUS break from schoolwork and trying to get it all in order..

Yesterday, my family and I spent some quality time together, playing Monopoly and Khalsa snakes and ladders.. hehehe of all the things. It was good, though.

My entire family in jail - except me X ]p. haha we have some crazy pictures of all of us laughing very hard.. I don't think they want me putting them up, though lol

We're all so rich; haha all we ended up doing the ENTIRE game, was collecting rent from one another - my parents didn't like the idea of trading/buying/selling properties from the other players, so no one had any monopolies except for Mumma Ji, who had Baltic and Mediterranean. I only had three properties, and I still did really well. I was so engrossed in trying to get my homework done, I didn't even try to build up a monopoly haha. lol we had so much fun though.. Papa Ji sat in jail for like 50 turns, glad that he didn't have to pay any rent.. then he got bored and bailed himself out hehe..

Starting out.. red = Mumma Ji, blue = Gurpartap Singh {my brother}, green = me, yellow = Papa Ji. there's Papa Ji in the background.. =)

I got Nitnem to go up, Seva-Simran to go up, NiGuraa to go back down, then Bakshish to go uppp, but Papa Ji got Bakshish first haha - before that, though, he got Nitnem, and he got Prem to go up, but he also got Keshaa(n) di Beabdi to go down LOL.. my brother got.. haha I have no idea what he got to go up, but he got Chaudhar di Bhukh to go down.. BUT! The funniest part of ALL.. Mumma Ji got Nashae FIVE TIMES hehehehe.. addictionnn we had so much fun teasing her.. oh dearr..

I got to 99 in my turn that came after Papa Ji got there.. then my brother got there.. my brother won first, though, then me, then Papa Ji.. poor Mumma Ji was still addicted.. hehe we gave her the support she needed to get out of the drugs while she rolled like fifty times.. amd then gave up again!

I took a LOT of pictures.. but it's taking too long to put them up hahaha..

The whole time we were playing Monopoly, though, I was thinking what a waste of time this is.. I don't know, Monopoly throws me off.. I've played it wayyy too much throughout my lifetime haha. I wish we had been sitting togetehr doing Kirtan or Simran or something.. but you know what? I'm glad we spent time together - really glad. We haven't done anything together in a very very long time..

OK I have to go.. I spent too much time trying to get these pix up..

haha what a stupid post.

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Wednesday, November 30, 2005


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Well, computer's all fixed now *YAY* it runs so fast and clean and smooth and *YAYYY*. Papa Ji had to reformat it a second time because it was all weirdo when he did it the first time. But now it's fine.. one thing that really got to me.. I HAVE TO REINSTALL THE GURMUKHI FONTS lol.. and my trial version is gone. *tear, tear*

Anyway, I'm just trying to put my stuff in order, because deadlines are approaching.. ooh and I've got three more projects, these should be fun.. I need Windows Movie Maker again.. I have to re-do entirely one of the old vids, it got messed up in saving it to the flash drive. oh well, funfun.

And yeah, I don't know about posting yet - I just want to get everything back in order again.

Hope all is well with all of you {like four people? : ) say, I should get a tracker.. ah but all the good ones cost money and I can't do any of that yet.. oh well too bad.}

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

p.s. eDit..

Sikhs harassed in California prisons

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Gatka Pix !!

More pictures up - I think the set is now complete.

Antar Pyaas Har Naam Ki

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

I didn't realize that when I began to tie a Dastaar, I became a member of the AKJ.

quite amusing.

Anyway - what this post was supposed to be about.. found this track I've fallen in love with and been listening to for the past two hours.. it's an Aasa di Vaar track, and the first time it played, one Shabad in it caught my attention - probably because it was the only part I paid any sort of attention to.

This Shabad is by Guru Raam Daas Ji in Siree Raag on Ang 40

Sireeraag Mehalaa 4 ||
Siree Raag, Fourth Mehl:

Gun Gaavaa Gun Vithharaa Gun Bolee Maeree Maae ||
I sing His Glories, I describe His Glories, I speak of His Glories, O my mother.

Guramukh Sajan Gunakaareeaa Mil Sajan Har Gun Gaae ||
The Gurmukhs, my spiritual friends, bestow virtue. Meeting with my spiritual friends, I sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord.

Heerai Heer Mil Baedhhiaa Ra(n)g Chaloolai Naae ||1||
The Diamond of the Guru has pierced the diamond of my mind, which is now dyed in the deep crimson color of the Name. ||1||

Maerae Govi(n)Dhaa Gun Gaavaa Thripath Man Hoe ||
O my Lord of the Universe, singing Your Glorious Praises, my mind is satisfied.

A(n)thar Piaas Har Naam Kee Gur Thus Milaavai Soe ||1|| rehaao ||
Within me is the thirst for the Lord's Name; may the Guru, in His Pleasure, grant it to me. ||1||Pause||

Man Ra(n)gahu Vaddabhaageeho Gur Thut(h)aa Karae Pasaao ||
Let your minds be imbued with His Love, O blessed and fortunate ones. By His Pleasure, the Guru bestows His Gifts.

Gur Naam Dhrirraaeae Ra(n)g Sio Ho Sathigur Kai Bal Jaao ||
The Guru has lovingly implanted the Naam, the Name of the Lord, within me; I am a sacrifice to the True Guru.

Bin Sathigur Har Naam N Labhee Lakh Kottee Karam Kamaao ||2||
Without the True Guru, the Name of the Lord is not found, even though people may perform hundreds of thousands, even millions of rituals. ||2||

Bin Bhaagaa Sathigur Naa Milai Ghar Bait(h)iaa Nikatt Nith Paas ||
Without destiny, the True Guru is not found, even though He sits within the home of our own inner being, always near and close at hand.

A(n)thar Agiaan Dhukh Bharam Hai Vich Parradhaa Dhoor Peeaas ||
There is ignorance within, and the pain of doubt, like a separating screen.

Bin Sathigur Bhaettae Ka(n)chan Naa Thheeai Manamukh Lohu Booddaa Baerree Paas ||3||
Without meeting with the True Guru, no one is transformed into gold. The self-willed manmukh sinks like iron, while the boat is very close. ||3||

Sathigur Bohithh Har Naav Hai Kith Bidhh Charriaa Jaae ||
The Boat of the True Guru is the Name of the Lord. How can we climb on board?

Sathigur Kai Bhaanai Jo Chalai Vich Bohithh Bait(h)aa Aae ||
One who walks in harmony with the True Guru's Will comes to sit in this Boat.

Dhha(n)n Dhha(n)n Vaddabhaagee Naanakaa Jinaa Sathigur Leae Milaae ||4||3||67||
Blessed, blessed are those very fortunate ones, O Nanak, who are united with the Lord through the True Guru. ||4||3||67||

Going to reformat the computer today or tomorrow, so I most likely will not be posting anything for a couple of weeks - at most. Not like it matters much, though - I've got one reader :). *YAY*. Oh but when I do get back, someone remind me to do some follow-up posts..


bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Wahegruu Ji Ki Fateh!

Friday, November 25, 2005


i feel so betrayed.

i cant believe i could have been so blind guru ji and to think

tears huh. well..

what a waste of water.

life's most significant battles are waged within.

there must be countless more things i am still blind to

guru ji i'm

screw it

guru ji.

Guru Ji and Destiny

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

One summer when Satguru Sri Guru Gobind Singh Ji Maharaj was travelling, he reached a garden where he camped for the day. It so happened that the king's pir (spiritual advisor), was also camping at the same place.

Thus the Pir had a chance to Satguru Ji. The pir called on Maharaj, who seated him with due courtesy by his side. There was a town nearby where a number of Sikhs of Guru Ji lived. When they heard of Maharaj's arrival at the garden, they all flocked to see the king of kings and the saint of saints with offerings of clothes, arms and money, besides food. The offerings were formally dedicated to Guru Ji by his attendants, who also prayed in their behalf for his blessings, success in temporal pursuits, protection from evil, and the boon of Naam.

The pir watched the proceedings for the whole day, and then put this question to Satguru Sri Guru Gobind Singh Ji, "In our scriptures it is said that whatever is destined, is bound to happen. Something else can happen, only if what has been done previously is wrong. Since what has been done, cannot be wrong, there is no scope for anything else happening. So, when the Sikhs pray before you for success in their endeavours, what do they pray for, since nothing else can happen except what is destined?"

After hearing the pir's question Maharaj took out his seal. He applied ink to the seal and stamped it on a piece of paper.

"Pir ji, this is the answer to your question," replied Guru Ji. "Kindly explain this to me," said the pir.

"The letters on the seal were already there. These have not been written now. But the writer knew that when the seal bows its head to touch the paper, the reverse letters will become straight and get stamped on it. Similarly, the Creator has made this provision in one's destiny, so that when one appear before the Guru in humility and performs service, his adverse destiny is corrected. All his problems are solved. This reversal is as per destiny, and not otherwise. Thus, whatever has been said in your scriptures is correct. Nothing less and nothing more." At this answer the pir was very happy.

Taken from SikhSangat Sikh Sakhian Forum. Contributed by Rajinder Singh {thanksss Brain!!}

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka KHalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Giving Thanks - for Shaheedi, for 'Guruship'.. for everything...

Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Today was such a hectic day..

Soo, rather than do what I usually do and write out each and every single thing that I'm grateful for, I'm going to do something very different in much, much shorter amount of time.

Today is Sri Guru Tegh Bahadur Ji Maharaj da Shaheedi Purb, as well as the Sikhs who became immortal in their sacrifice alongside Him- Bhat Mati Das Ji, Bhai Sati Das Ji, attae Bhai Daeaala Ji. It is also Sri Guru Gobind Singh Ji Maharaj da Gurgaddi Divas. The following is an e-mail from a veer who I haven't talked to in quite some time.. this is a good way to start again : )

Dhan Dhan Sahib Siri Guru Tegh Bahadar Ji Maharaj Sachhay Patshah!!!!!

330 years ago today-
SatGuru Ji took Shaheedi (gave His Head) so that others could practice their religion freely.

Teg bahaadar see kri-aa
Karee na kinahoo(n) aan

No one else had ever done such a noble deed,
as the self sacrifice of Guru Tegh Bahadar

Theekar for dilees sir
Prabh pur keeyaa payaan

He broke his earthly vessel on the head of Aurangzeb
and showed the path to the Abode of WaheGuru.

Teg Bahaadar ke chalat
Bhayo Jagat Ko Sok

When Guru Tegh Bahadar left the body,
a great sadness welled up in the world.

Hai hai hai sabh jag bhayo
Jai jai jai sur lok

"Alas, Alas" rose the cries from the whole world,
while "Glory, Glory" cried the saintly beings.

Shaheedi Divas-
Bhai Mati Daas Jee, Bhai Sati Daas Jee, Bhai Dyala Jee, at Chandni Chauk Delhi.

An article about Sri Guru Tegh Bahadur Ji Maharaj:

Look at all the things we've to be thankful for. I mean, honestly, it's so GORA to pick one day out of the year to be reaaally grateful, so that you don't feel guilty on the other 364 (or 365, depending). haha Gorae are adorable.

If we take a look at this Thanksgiving day, and think about the Sikh aspect of it, specifically we can find a couple of things to be grateful for. Guru Ji gave His head for the right of all to practice their beliefs. We - NOT just Sikhs - should be grateful for such an amazing 'Grandfather', who did this for us, we should be grateful for His sacrifice. We should be grateful to Bhai Mati Das Ji, jinna nu aari te chiraaia gaiaa si, Bhai Sati Das Ji, jo jandaa naal bann ke saarhae gae san, attae Bhai Daeaala Ji, jo degh vich ubaalae gae san {I think that's how you say it?..}. We should be grateful for such an amazing Father, who blessed us with the Divine Nectar, Ambrosia of ambrosias, AMRIT. Sweeeeet, puuuure Amrittttt.

We should be grateful for EVERYTHING. Every single, little, unnoticed, forgotten, ignored, misunderstood, hated, bleahh thing. All of them. You know why? Let me tell you why: because it's all from God, that's why. We are so blessed to receive all this from our Almighty Father.. but we'd rather complain than be grateful.

I'm so happy I started doing my own Ardaas before my meals when I did. There was always a two-second stretch of closed eyes, folded hands, Waheguru-saying, but I'm so glad that now I do my Ardaas the way I do. It reminds me of so much I'd have otherwise forgotten. And it's hilarious how much a part of me it's become. If I get caught up in talking when I sit down to eat Langar.. if I begin to take a bite, I automatically stop, say excuse me, and get right into it. I love it! Or if I'm particularly manmat one day, and in a foul mood, I just don't feel right until I do Ardaas.. no matter how childish I'm being in any other sense lol.. I dono.. it's just such a lovely feeling.. to thank Guru Ji at random times throughout the day.. to be reminded of Guru Ji by the simplest things around me.. I've this to be thankful to Guru Ji for..

haha okay, it's like 12:09.. I like my previous post better than this one.. anyway.. good night all.. or good morning. I'm off to isnaan.. : ) thanks for Nitnem Guru Ji!!

I can only say

thank You - there's simply nothing else to say. I can't say it enough, it can't ever possibly mean enough - I guess it just wasn't meant to. The phrase has been so overused, for the smallest of things, it just doesn't mean enough anymore.. par Guru Ji, You know.. You always know, what's in my heart.. and although I should say this all the time, not just today, and even if I have begun to say it everyday, I still cannot help myself and just say once again, ki Guru Ji Maharaj, mere sundar, pyaarae, Pita Ji..

Thank You.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005


Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

hahaha I had no idea what to title this..

I've kind of given up on that other post for now.. it's one of those things that's been interrupted so much that, now that I've finally gotten time, I'll just get up randomly and look for something else to do lol. Anyway.. lately, I've had plenty of time to think about anything while trying to fall asleep. I recall thinking about A LOT of things night before last {haha it took me three hours to fall asleep}.. thought after thought would come whooshing in, and I just couldn't stop them.. one thing leading to another, and I thought, some of these are things I should really think about.. and then I was like ooh blog post :) {ahh I need smilies loll}.. so I wake up next morning, and can't remember a single thing I had been thinking about.

Last night however, it only took me an hour to fall asleep, and I thought of only one thing that I hadn't thought about yet, ie, I felt was important..

At the Raensabai on Saturday, before entering Guru Ji's Darbar, bhaenji had to go to the bathroom, and asked me to go with her.. so we go in, and I decided, let's wash our hands, considering all the things I had been messing around with in the car, lol. They were out of napkin/tissue/paper towels, so we use dthe little drying thingies which make you so warm :D.. and I looked up, and saw a sign on the wall which said something to the extent of 'Please keep the bathroom clean.' I'm like wow, yay, that's so cool lol - the sign, besides having those words written in English and Punjabi, had four Khandas on it, one in each corner of the paper.

I automatically said "They shouldn't have that in here." I don't know what I was thinking, but as soon as I said it, I questioned myself, 'wait, why exactly is it a problem?'

Jasmeen Bhaenji also happened to be there, and she said why not, and I said, well just to respect it.. it's like bringing a Gutka in here.. and right away I was like no waitt, yeah it's different because that's Baani. And she's like yeah, if it was an IkOnkar, say, it'd be different.

That bugged me for a while. I mean.. I unknowingly gave something more respect.. no, no, that's not the right word.. but I elevated something to a level at which it does not reside. So I start to think, you know, there are so many times when we don't give someone/something the respect they/it deserve, but here's a case where we do more than we should..

This got me thinking about ritualism {Diwali is still fresh on my mind - post on that in detail later.. *hopefully* :) } and how we do things without understanding them, or having any reason to do them.. but sometimes, a bit of 'ritualism' is needed.. like, for me, I do Prakarma of the Nishaan Sahib, as well as Pakarma of Guru Ji once I enter His Darbaar and move forward to Mathha Tekk. Why? What is the reason behind this?

To me, doing Prakarma symbolises that I have given up everything to Guru Ji. It is my way of telling Guru Ji that He is my everything, and that I swear myself to Him. But no, that can't be right, because Guru Ji knows what's in my heart, and He knows that I love Him, and that I want to give myself up to Him. So I still haven't answered the question.

and uhm wil have to ansewr it some other tiem got to go very depressing telephone call will tty all later bhull chuk maaf karni waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

"Ik Baba Akaal Roop..."

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fatehh!!
Guruuuu !!
Paatsaahaan de Paatsaah Dhan Dhan Sahib Sri Guru Nanak Dev Ji Maharaj Ji de Prakash Utsav diaan jagg nu DHAN VADHAAEEAAN!!
Waheguruu !!
May Guru Ji bless all the world with forgiveness, and the gift of gratitide towards Him for all He has blessed us with, and we have ignored. Guru Ji is perfect, so great, so amazing, so wondrous, so endless, so indescribable !!
May Waheguru Ji bless you all, each and every single one
Baani says what I never, ever could. There are beant Saakhis which I could post to give even an iota of understanding of the greatness of Guru Sahib to whoever is reading this, but that could never be enough.. the following is a Shabad I fell asleep in the middle of this morning at the Aasa di Vaar (yeah, I'm evil.. I dozed off sitting straight up, and woke up sitting straight up, only to realize TWO minutes had gone by. That's right, I slept TWO MINUTES in the past 24 + hours.), and it's the first time I've ever heard it. IT's not one most Raagis do - I wonder why?

This Shabad is by Bhai Gurdaas Ji in Vaars Bhai Gurdaas on Pannaa 1

baabaa giaa bagadhaadh noo(n) baahar jaae keeaa asathhaanaa
From Mecca Baba went to Baghdad and stayed outside the city.

eik baabaa akaal roop dhoojaa rabaabee maradhaanaa
Firstly, Baba himself was in the form of Timeless and secondly, he had his companion Mardana, the rebeck player.

dhithee baa(n)g nimaaz kar su(n)n samaan hoyaa jehaanaa
For namaz (in his own style), Baba gave call, listening to which the whole world went into absolute silence.

su(n)n mu(n)n nagaree bhee dhaekh peer bhaeiaa hairaanaa
The whole city became quiet and lo! to behold it, the pir (of the town) also got wonderstruck.

vaekhai dhhiaan lagaae kar eik fakeer vaddaa masathaanaa
Observing minutely he found (in the form of Baba Nanak) an exhilerated faquir.

pushhiaa firakae dhasathageer kaan fakeer kis kaa gharaanaa
Pir Dastegir asked him, which category of faquir you belong to and what is your parentage.

naanak kal vich aaeiaa rab fakeer eik pehichaanaa
(Mardana told) He is Nanak, who has come into kaliyug, and, he recognises God and His faquirs as one.

dhharath akaash chehoo(n) dhis jaanaa aa
He is known in all the directions besides earth and sky.

Waheguru Ji..
See also:

This Shabad is by Bhai Gurdaas Ji in Vaars Bhai Gurdaas on Pannaa 1

sathigur naanak pragattiaa mittee dhhu(n)dhh jag chaanan hoaa
With the emergence of the true Guru Nanak, the mist cleared and the light scattered all around.

jiou(n) kar sooraj nikaliaa thaarae shhapae a(n)dhhaer paloaa
As if at the sun rise the stars disappeared and the darkness dispelled.

si(n)gh bukae miragaavalee bha(n)nee jaaeae n dhheer dhharoaa
With the roar of the lion in the forest the flocks of escaping deer now cannot have endurance.

jithhai baabaa pair dhharai poojaa aasan thhaapan soaa
Wherever Baba put his feet, a religious place was erected and established.

sidhh aasan sabh jagath dhae naanak aadh mathae jae koaa
All the siddh-places now have been renamed on the name of Nanak.

ghar ghar a(n)dhar dhharamasaal hovai keerathan sadhaa visoaa
Everyhome has become a place of dharma where singing.

baabae thaarae chaar chak na kha(n)dd prithhamee sachaa dtoaa
Baba liberated all four directions and nine divisions of earth.

guramukh kal vich paragatt hoaa aa
Gurmukh (Guru Nanak) has emerged in this kaliyug, the dark age.

A description of Guru Ji and what occurred with His physical birth on this earth.. SatBachann.. I wonder if there is any significance behind the fact that both of these are Bhai Gurdaas Ji diaan vaaraan? There are 2-3 more Shabads that nearly every Raagi Jatha does on this Divas, but I've run out of time, so my murakh thoughts are cut short until my next update - whenever that is.
Until then, everyone who reads this, take a moment to remember Guru Ji, to simmar Waheguru Ji. This is my benti to everyone out there - just say Waheguru once, even, but please do say it. And if not that, at least think of what difference Guru Ji has made in your own life, what daily happenings you accredit to Him, anything.
He deserves it.
bhull chuk maaf !!
Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!
p.s. LOL my niece just called to say "Happy Guru Nanak Dev Ji's Birthday, didi!!"
Kids are adorable - soo innocent.. Waheguru.
Back from the dentist's - had to post this before I left for Guruduara Sahib. Thank You Vikram Singh Ji for sending me the following Pangtees:

Guru Arjan Dev Ji Svaiyay Mehl 5 1386

Pragat Bhaee Saglay Jugh Antar Gur Nanak Kee Vadiaee!
The glorious greatness of Guru Nanak is manifest, throughout all the ages.

har gur naanak jin parasiao s janam maran dhuh thhae rehiou 5
Whoever meets with the Lord through Guru Nanak is rid of both birth and death. 5

har gur naanak jinh parasiou thinh sabh kul keeou oudhhaar 6
Whoever meets with the Lord through Guru Nanak, saves all his generations. 6

har gur naanak jinh parasiou thae bahurr fir jon n aaeae 7
Those who touch the Feet of the Lord through Guru Nanak, do not have to enter the cycle of reincarnation ever again. 7

har gur naanak jinh parasiou thae eith outh sadhaa mukathae 8
Those who meet with the Lord through Guru Nanak are liberated forever, here and hereafter.8

Waheguru Ji..

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

This is probably my 10th or 11th blog - without exaggeration. My very first blog ever was my best, and it seems after I lost it, I am unable to settle down with any one blog. Hopefully, that will not be the case with this one. So far, I've got some links, and a few ideas on posts. More links will definitely come later, I just haven't time to add them all at the moment. Right now, I have three blogs lol. This one, of course. My attempt-at-a-site one, and my SS one. This is to shut sskhalsa up {just kidding!}. Hopefully you're happy now, though, lol.

And now I am off to Guruduara Sahib, so posts will come later.
Oh, but before I go, I want to do an Ardaas to Guru Ji, lol.. yeah TeraRoop11=stupid.

Guru Ji Maharaj, Tuhaada beant shukkar hai, Tusi saanu ki ki nehi ditta. Asi murakh haan, asi paapi haan, Tuhaadae Naam binna lekin asi jee nehi sakdae. Jo Tusi saanu bakshiaa hai, asi udha karj te kadhi nehi utaar sakdae. Jo Tusi ditta, asi uddhae naal khush nehi hundae, hor da hor mangdae rehndae haan. Hun saadi inni Ardaas hai, ki Tusi saanu maaf karo, attae saanu inni avastha baksho Guru Ji, ki jo vi Tuhaada Hukam hai, asi uhnu mann sakkiyae - bless all Your children that we may accept Your sweet bhaaNa, and not desire false things. All Your children are lovely, Guru Sahib Maharaj - bless us that we may live with one another in peace, in love, in Naam. Jo saadae ton galt hunda, saanu uddhae lei maaf karna Pitha Ji. Saanu bass Apnae Naam di daat bakshan di kripaalta karni.

Thank You Guru Ji, I can never say that enough.. that Ardaas is so.. so worthless, it's nothing, You deserve much more.

uh-oh Mummy Ji getting gussae lol

bhull chuk maaf

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa! Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005



Panthic endeavours

The following are some Panthic endeavours undertaken by various groups, organizations, even individuals, in the form of Sevadars. Unfortunately, this world is run by maya, and not every type of Sevaa can be done by only implementing one's own resources.

I therefore humbly request that if you have happened upon this page somehow, please consider donating to any of the following Sevaas however you can, whether it is with time, money, or any other type of resource that could be helpful to the Sevadars _/\_

This is what Dasvandh is for ;)

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